yeah, that's about it.
Friday, February 29, 2008
Thursday, February 28, 2008
Fun photo meme
Here's how it works:
1. Go to www.photobucket.com (don't sign in)
2. Type in your answer to the question in the "search" box
3. Use only the first page
4. Click on THE PICTURE you like best
5. Copy the html and paste for the answer
1. What is your first name?
2. What's your favorite thing to do?
3. What is your relationship status?
4. What's your favorite color?
5. Who is your favorite celebrity?
6. What band are you listening to right now?
7. What's your favorite movie?
8. What is your favorite beverage?
9. What is your dream vacation?
10. What is your favorite dessert?
11. What do you want to do when you grow up?
12. What do you love most in life?
13. One word to describe yourself?
1. Go to www.photobucket.com (don't sign in)
2. Type in your answer to the question in the "search" box
3. Use only the first page
4. Click on THE PICTURE you like best
5. Copy the html and paste for the answer
1. What is your first name?
2. What's your favorite thing to do?
3. What is your relationship status?
4. What's your favorite color?
5. Who is your favorite celebrity?
6. What band are you listening to right now?
7. What's your favorite movie?
8. What is your favorite beverage?
9. What is your dream vacation?
10. What is your favorite dessert?
11. What do you want to do when you grow up?
12. What do you love most in life?
13. One word to describe yourself?
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
And the sun will set for you...
No work today, because of the snow. So i slept all day instead. Seriously, all day.
I'm gonna be out of meds again soon, and I'm really afraid of what will happen then.
I'm gonna be out of meds again soon, and I'm really afraid of what will happen then.
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
No day but today
It's been a good but exhausting few days. I went to Scranton on Saturday to see Rent with Kristy, which was awesome. Then on Monday I spent the day with Julie who was visiting from Chicago. Seeing old friends is always a good time, and over the past few days I've been able to see 2 of my bestest.
However, I ate wayyy too much food, since hanging out with old friends of course involves going out to eat. I think I've gained like 10 pounds just since Saturday. This week I'm trying to implement my "healthy lifestyle" challenge. I'm trying not to worry so much about losing weight, but more about making healthier decisions and living a better life. I've been really good about exercising over the past week, which I plan to continue, but now I really need to start making better decisions about my diet.
So now I'm back at work, which I am still enjoying. And there's a freaking blizzard out right now, which made driving home today quite difficult. And poor Julie has been stuck at the Albany airport for hours due to never-ending delays. SPRINGGGG WHERE ARE YOU???
However, I ate wayyy too much food, since hanging out with old friends of course involves going out to eat. I think I've gained like 10 pounds just since Saturday. This week I'm trying to implement my "healthy lifestyle" challenge. I'm trying not to worry so much about losing weight, but more about making healthier decisions and living a better life. I've been really good about exercising over the past week, which I plan to continue, but now I really need to start making better decisions about my diet.
So now I'm back at work, which I am still enjoying. And there's a freaking blizzard out right now, which made driving home today quite difficult. And poor Julie has been stuck at the Albany airport for hours due to never-ending delays. SPRINGGGG WHERE ARE YOU???
Friday, February 22, 2008
Interesting (and somewhat painful) countdown
Ten Anonymous Things You Want To Say To Ten Different People:
1. I am so proud of you. You live life by your own terms, and don't care what anybody else thinks. Sometimes I wish I could be more like you. (Sometimes)
2. I only talk to you because I have to, not because I want to. The truth is you drive me crazy and I can't stand listening to your judgmental whining. I hate that I'm the only person you feel you can talk to, because I really don't like talking to you. I will always love you, I just don't like you very much.
3. I. am. so. disappointed. in. you. I believed everything you said, believed you were being genuine and true, and you just let me fall flat on my face...confused and hurt beyond words. And the saddest part is, I still miss you.
4. You are a liar. I am the only one who sees you for what you really are. You stole my life, through your manipulations and your lies. Well you can have it, it was never really that good to begin with. The life I have now is much better anyway. I pray that one day karma bites you in the ass.
5. You are the first person who ever truly loved me for me. I love you.
6. I am so grateful for your friendship. Even though hardly ever see each other anymore, and sometimes we go days (even weeks) without talking, I know that you are ALWAYS there for me if I need you. I hope you know that goes both ways.
7. I considered you my best friend. More than that, I considered you family. We were so close, we told each other everything, we were inseparable. What happened? Why did you wake up one day and decide you hated me? How could you treat me like that after everything we went through together?
8. You are my hero. I hope you don't feel that you failed me, because you never ever did. Any pain I feel now is of my own doing, not yours. I thank you for everything you have done for me, and for everything you continue to do. I love you so much.
9. I used to resent you, but now I know that all you ever did was love me. I hope I make you proud.
10. Ryan and I have been living together for over a year, and he's an atheist!
Nine Things About Yourself:
1. I am sensitive and emotional.
2. I want to make a difference in the world.
3. I believe in God but don't identify with a religion.
4. I would like to believe passionately in something, but I don't know what.
5. I would rather stay at home with my fiance and my kittens than go out to a bar or club.
6. I love with my whole heart.
7. I love animals and children, and often feel closer to them than humans/adults.
8. I love to read, write, and draw, but I wish I was more creative.
9. Music = life.
Eight Ways To Win My Heart:
1. honesty.
2. humor.
3. trust.
4. personality.
5. hugs.
6. initiative.
7. being there for me.
8. being passionate about something.
Seven Things That Cross Your Mind A lot:
1. my past.
2. my future.
3. love.
4. why?
5. "to do list" of life.
6. wow.
7. huh?
Six Things You Wish You Never Did:
1. let them treat me the way they did.
2. acted the way i did when they left me.
3. let things get so far out of hand before asking for help.
4. hurt people that I never intended to hurt.
5. spent so much money.
6. left on such bad terms with my last job.
Five Turn Offs:
1. too loud.
2. too forward.
3. being a "player."
4. no life plans or goals.
5. not respecting me.
Four Turn Ons:
1. respectful.
2. sexy eyes.
3. sexy smile.
4. can make me laugh.
Three Smiley's That Describe Your Life:
1. :)
2. :*
3. :/
Two Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1. go to South Africa.
2. adopt a child.
One Confession:
1. I am so afraid I will never truly be happy.
1. I am so proud of you. You live life by your own terms, and don't care what anybody else thinks. Sometimes I wish I could be more like you. (Sometimes)
2. I only talk to you because I have to, not because I want to. The truth is you drive me crazy and I can't stand listening to your judgmental whining. I hate that I'm the only person you feel you can talk to, because I really don't like talking to you. I will always love you, I just don't like you very much.
3. I. am. so. disappointed. in. you. I believed everything you said, believed you were being genuine and true, and you just let me fall flat on my face...confused and hurt beyond words. And the saddest part is, I still miss you.
4. You are a liar. I am the only one who sees you for what you really are. You stole my life, through your manipulations and your lies. Well you can have it, it was never really that good to begin with. The life I have now is much better anyway. I pray that one day karma bites you in the ass.
5. You are the first person who ever truly loved me for me. I love you.
6. I am so grateful for your friendship. Even though hardly ever see each other anymore, and sometimes we go days (even weeks) without talking, I know that you are ALWAYS there for me if I need you. I hope you know that goes both ways.
7. I considered you my best friend. More than that, I considered you family. We were so close, we told each other everything, we were inseparable. What happened? Why did you wake up one day and decide you hated me? How could you treat me like that after everything we went through together?
8. You are my hero. I hope you don't feel that you failed me, because you never ever did. Any pain I feel now is of my own doing, not yours. I thank you for everything you have done for me, and for everything you continue to do. I love you so much.
9. I used to resent you, but now I know that all you ever did was love me. I hope I make you proud.
10. Ryan and I have been living together for over a year, and he's an atheist!
Nine Things About Yourself:
1. I am sensitive and emotional.
2. I want to make a difference in the world.
3. I believe in God but don't identify with a religion.
4. I would like to believe passionately in something, but I don't know what.
5. I would rather stay at home with my fiance and my kittens than go out to a bar or club.
6. I love with my whole heart.
7. I love animals and children, and often feel closer to them than humans/adults.
8. I love to read, write, and draw, but I wish I was more creative.
9. Music = life.
Eight Ways To Win My Heart:
1. honesty.
2. humor.
3. trust.
4. personality.
5. hugs.
6. initiative.
7. being there for me.
8. being passionate about something.
Seven Things That Cross Your Mind A lot:
1. my past.
2. my future.
3. love.
4. why?
5. "to do list" of life.
6. wow.
7. huh?
Six Things You Wish You Never Did:
1. let them treat me the way they did.
2. acted the way i did when they left me.
3. let things get so far out of hand before asking for help.
4. hurt people that I never intended to hurt.
5. spent so much money.
6. left on such bad terms with my last job.
Five Turn Offs:
1. too loud.
2. too forward.
3. being a "player."
4. no life plans or goals.
5. not respecting me.
Four Turn Ons:
1. respectful.
2. sexy eyes.
3. sexy smile.
4. can make me laugh.
Three Smiley's That Describe Your Life:
1. :)
2. :*
3. :/
Two Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1. go to South Africa.
2. adopt a child.
One Confession:
1. I am so afraid I will never truly be happy.
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Watch out Mary Poppins
I love my job, even though it totally tires me out.
I watch 2 kids, Abdur-Rahim (4 years old) and Ibrahim (6 months old). Ibrahim (Ibbi) is such a cutie, and he adores me. Abdur-Rahim (I-Beam...yeah I'm not sure where that nickname came from), is kind of obnoxious as most 4 year old boys are, but he's pretty cool and I only have him 2 days a week cuz he's in pre-school.
Overall it's a pretty sweet job, even though I usually come home with all sorts of baby bodily fluids on me (spit-up, drool, occasionally urine...you get the idea).
As hard as it was for me to leave social work, I'm glad I have found a job that I enjoy and that still gives me fulfillment. And between my meds, my new job, and some other changes I'm making in my life, my mental health seems to be heading in the right direction.
Yay.
I watch 2 kids, Abdur-Rahim (4 years old) and Ibrahim (6 months old). Ibrahim (Ibbi) is such a cutie, and he adores me. Abdur-Rahim (I-Beam...yeah I'm not sure where that nickname came from), is kind of obnoxious as most 4 year old boys are, but he's pretty cool and I only have him 2 days a week cuz he's in pre-school.
Overall it's a pretty sweet job, even though I usually come home with all sorts of baby bodily fluids on me (spit-up, drool, occasionally urine...you get the idea).
As hard as it was for me to leave social work, I'm glad I have found a job that I enjoy and that still gives me fulfillment. And between my meds, my new job, and some other changes I'm making in my life, my mental health seems to be heading in the right direction.
Yay.
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