Monday, November 19, 2007

Why do I screw everything up?

So i fucked up pretty bad and now I'm paying for it. It's been a really really sucky week, and basically I'm overwhelmed right now with feelings of guilt, anger, depression, and humiliation. What's worse is that I have disappointed people who have been very good to me, and now I'm not sure if we can ever go back to the way things were.

Tomorrow I start back with therapy, almost exactly a year to the day after I stopped going. Hopefully it will help and I can get back on track.

I'm just so tired of everything.


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